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She died
Thursday, Oct. 23, 2003, 3:37 p.m.
My grandmother died today. The one with Alzheimer's. She had pneumonia. She went into the hospital two or three days ago. I don't have any details yet, and no one is sure when the service is going to be. I can't tell if I'm still in shock or... or if I've already grieved for her because she's been gone mentally for such a long time. I feel sad, but not grief-stricken. Does that make me a bad person? I don't know... And I can't help but wonder... will my parents come to the funeral? Will I actually get to see them?? Maybe? I don't know that, either...